First time I saw you. Well, in my point of view, you're such an idiot and ridiculous boy. You always made trouble with the teacher, you never paid attention to the lesson, and I thought that you were so stupid. You always made me mad every time we met. And we always had a fight at least in one day. Such a bad relationship..
But at that moment too, honestly, I put my eyes on you, always. When you were in trouble, I just couldn't stop laughing and mocking at you. One thing that I knew, you're never mad to me. Even though, we were like dog and cat. That's the first thing that made me interested in you.
I confessed that I always waited for Friday and Saturday, because I could see you on those days.
I wasn't really close to girls at that time, so I made friends most with the boys. And they also made me more comfortable. That's why I could be very close with you.
You always rode a bike to the course. Well, one thing that I couldn't do, until now.
I had to check your work once. I was shocked. Your terrible handwriting made my work a bit longer. At one moment, I really wanted to teach you how to write clearly.
When the lesson had finished, my class usually played until the bell's ringing. As I told you before, I didn't chat with the girls. But I was having arm wrestling with the boys. And when I had to face you, I was very happy. One, because I held your hand, and second, because you held my hand. Oh boy.. And we often ended with draw results. Hem..
But, I made a big mistake. I really hate the day when we never talked again. I don't remember why. I just remember that I couldn't avoid your punch to my mouth. My lips were bleeding. My mom was furious because of it. I felt very guilty. It was my fault. It's a normal habit of kids to play like that, right? But my mom didn't understand. She told me to not play with you again. :(
Then, we didn't talk too much until the rest of the level. When we passed the level, we're not in the same class anymore. In the next 6 months, it was very plain without your presence.
In the next level, I found out that we were in the same class again. I was very happy. Even though we still didn't talk each other, at least I could see your smile. :)
You often came late to the class. I just smiled. Your face were full of sweat because you rode your bike rapidly so that you could came on time. And when the teacher asked why you were late, you said that you were having a nap and you just woke up. Yup, you succeed making the whole class laughed, including me.
I really those moments when you were caught by teacher sleeping during the lesson. I never forget your face when you woke up. And suddenly, you slept again. You made me laughed again indirectly, hey Mr. Sleepy-Head. :D
I loved looking at you. Your bright eyes, your sleepy face, your innocent smile, your funny hair. Sometimes, when I looked at you, you were looking at me, too. *blush*
Hey, Mr. Sleepy-Head, didn't you ever realize my feeling? Didn't you ever realize the way I looked at you? Did you know that you made my day brighter? Did you know that you made me smiled often than before? Did you realize that I was feel so sorry about that incident? Did you?
I hope that we can meet again. I wanna say sorry. And I also wanna say that I miss you so much, the guy who taught me to smile. :)