Too Hurt To Remeber

I have many thoughts these days. And do you know what I mean? It's about him again. I don't know what's the matter with my brain but I'm sure, there's a damage in it. Well, as I can say, I had to many memories with him. Those memories were hurting actually, but they're sweet to remember. Maybe I could say that, but now I just can say that they are too hurt to remember. I can't come back to the time when we still fought each other. At least, I can hope that he remembers me as someone who always tries to be the best in his eyes.